I Love Myself

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Miyerkules, Disyembre 19, 2012 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
Why do people say loving too much makes you stupid? Its because you'll always be wrong even if youre right, weak even if youre strong, you give without receiving, you cry and get hurt...but you still say..."mahal ko eh!"

YOU who loved me and also care, ME who acts like YOU're not there. YOU who catches ME when I fall, ME who ignored YOUR effort at all. YOU who cared and was willing to wait. ME, loving you, but now its too late.

finding someone like you was hard...but you know what? it was worth it, so incase I lose u one of these days, I'd willingly go through all the trouble just to find you again.

still remember the time we were together? we were laughing and because of so much fun, you didnt hear what i said. sabi mo "ano?" sabi ko "wala". i wasnt able to tell you again that I love you...kakahiya! bingi mo kasi eh!

I care for you...di dahil trip ko lang. I want to be with you...di dahil wala akong makasama. you're special to me...di dahil special din ako sayo. I'm doing all of this dahil yun and dapat kundi dahil yung ang gusto ko.

mahirap talaga magmahal...mamahalin mo tapos iiwan ka din. siguro ganun lang talaga ang buhay...masarap mabuhay pero kadalasan, mas masarap matulog,dahil mas masarap mangarap.

Im happy but deep down Im not. im alright but in reality Im losing my mind. tried not to talk to you....tried not to show, but... 1 word, 1 look, 1 smile from you...and I know...again I'd fall.

I would give up happines to never see you sad, I would give up eternity to be with you always, I would give up my life so that yours would be new...I would give up everything...everything but you.

Thanks for reading :)

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